Memoirs
from Else Teutsch Gottlieb |
Graciously Provided by Marian Price Transcribed by Jerry Zeisler [please see the overview for background]
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When
Leo and I got married on December 4 -1932 my mother was glad that Leo
decided to settle down in Venningen where I was born and also my
parents, my grandfather and my great-grandfather. They all had been
cattle dealers and farmers just like Leo’s father and forefathers who
lived in Bosen. Since
my father passed away a few months before we got married it was good
that Leo could take over his business. We all had been surprised how
fast Leo became acquainted with the farmers and butchers in Venningen
and in the surrounding villages. We started off very well and we were
happy and content. My mother lived 2 houses apart from us with my sister
Lotte and a few relatives lived close by. Quite often Leo traveled to
Bosen and bought some cattle from his father. We enjoyed also the visit
of Leo’s sister Irma who was very pretty. After
our son Gert was born she drove him around in his little carriage.
It was surprising that Gert looked so much like his aunt Irma.
When a holiday came around the 3 of us visited Leo’s parents
and there we met Leo’s brother with his wife Martha and their son Fred
who was 5 months older than Gert. We all had an enjoyable time. When
Hitler came to power in 1933 we didn’t notice much change, but in 1936
Leo lost his license because he was Jewish and so he was not allowed to
buy or sell cattle. When my sister in Brazil heard it she wanted us to
move there. A big farmer was looking for a supervisor. Then my mother
said, if you want to do farm work we have plenty of land and vineyards.
So we stayed. Since
we lived in a Catholic place and had had nice neighbors we didn’t
notice much from the SS until in 1938. Then the youth marched around and
they sang anti-Semitic songs. Then the stores in the cities had signs
on, Jueden sind hier unerwinscht - Jews are not wanted here. Leo and
Gert could not get a haircut anymore where we lived and they had to go
out of town where no one knew that they are Jewish. Now we decided
it’s time to leave Germany. We
wrote to our relatives in America and it didn’t take very long and
they sent us an affidavit. We still are very thankful and we will be as
long as we live. But meanwhile we had to go through a very sad time. On
November 9th a policeman stopped at out house and asked for Leo who was
not at home. Leo was out of town and when he came back I told him that
he should to our city hall. Leo
wanted to talk first to our uncle Oscar and he took Gert along, but on
his way a policeman arrested him and he was not allowed to bring our son
Gert home. We did not know what had happened to Leo when Gert came home
crying. We all had been very excited and when evening came my mother and
Lotte stayed with me and Gert in our house. We did not go to sleep, but
stayed in our living room. I
have to mention here that all the houses in Venningen had big yards.
Before you entered the yard there was a big door through which a wagon
and a horse had to go through and a smaller door for people to enter,
and then a bell was ringing so we heard in the house if somebody was
coming in. In the middle of the night we heard the door bell ringing.
Then we ran through our house, through part of our yard, our big barn in
our garden, broke a door open to a neighbors’ garden and landed at a
neighbors barn where we stayed all night. Gert slept in a wine barrel.
We had been lucky that the night was mild. In
the morning we went back to our house and also to my mother’s house.
The SS had broken some windows and had thrown some chairs through the
windows. Before we recovered from the excitement of the night, an SS man
came to our house and said “Jews get ready.” I said “get ready for
what?” but he didn’t answer. I packed a suitcase very fast. I
never forget when I saw my cousin Ilse wearing a couple of skirts and
sweaters on top of each other. Then the SS came by bus and took us first
to Edenkoben the next town which is 3 km from Venningen. They stopped at
the jail and luckily they let all the Jewish men out who they had
arrested the day before. When Gert saw his father he was so happy. Then
they drove us through the main center in Edenkoben to show that they had
a full bus of Jews. My uncle Oscar sang in excitement “Deutschland,
Deutschland uber alles” and showed his crippled hand which was shot in
the first world war. Then they drove us away and brought us to the other
side of the Rhein. They
left us on a field. Then they said to us “Jews, we have brought you
here, don’t every try to go home again.” So we were sitting for a
few hours, scared when a car drove by and we walked a little. Someone
found out that we are in Karlsruhe. Luckily I had an uncle living in
Karlsruhe. We called him up and we drove there by streetcar. That was
Friday, November 10th. My uncle and Aunt even had a meal ready for so
many people. They
had a large home and room for all of us to sleep. The younger people
slept on the floor on mattresses. Gert slept in my cousin Walter’s
bed, who was 4 years older than Gert. Everyone was so nice to us. Since
we didn’t want to make much noise in my uncle’s home we spent some
time in the park or we walked around. So
many Jewish men got arrested and landed in concentration camps. My uncle
Siegfried, who lived in Ludwigshafen with his family, was brought to the
concentration camp in Dachau and he heard that they had called out
Leo’s name and also the names of all the Jewish men in Venningen and
Edenkoben. My uncle thought they had killed those Jews. That’s why I
said before that it was luck for those Jewish men to let them out of
jail in Edenkoben and took them by bus to Karlsruhe. A
few days later Gert and I traveled to Bosen, but Leo remained in
Karlsruhe. It was very dangerous for a Jewish man to be in a place where
people knew him. After some time had gone by, Leo, my mother, Lotte and
some more Jewish people took a taxi to Venningen, but they were not
allowed to stay there. A week or two later they finally could return.
They still were scared especially at night. I
guess about a week later Gert and I returned from Bosen. That was the
last time that I saw Leo’s parents and also for Gert to see his
grand-parents who loved him and of course Nora and Fred. They had just
received a lovely picture of Nora who was just two years old. We were
lucky that we were able to leave Germany on February 24, 1939. Shortly
before Leo still visited his parents. My
mother accompanied us to Ludwigshafen where we visited some more
relatives including my uncle Siegfried who was in a bad shape since he
had just returned from the concentration camp in Dachau. All these
relatives died in concentration camps, also my uncle Albert and Aunt
Jenny from Karlsruhe. Luckily their 2 sons, Hans and Walter escaped to
Israel where they live with their families. I felt very sad when I said
good-bye to all those nice people including my mother, but I didn’t
know that I would never see them again. Shortly
before we arrived in New York on March 4, 1939 on board the SS
Manhattan, we saw the Statue of Liberty lightened up and that made us
feel very good. The very religious Jews started to pray and we all felt
very happy. Finally
when we arrived in New York there was a letter from Leo’s cousin
Regina with a check of $60 welcoming us. Since the Hitler regime allowed
us only to take $10 along, that money came just at the time when we
needed it. We will always be thankful and also for giving us the
affidavit. We were allowed to pay for our tickets with our money in
Germany. 2 years later when Irma, Karl and Nora came, their tickets had
to be sent to them from America. Eleonore gladly mailed them to
Luxembourg. We
only stayed in Philadelphia for 2 ½ months. At that time Gert was only
5 years old and since Leo and I had a job it was not good to leave Gert
with strangers. Finally, Leo found a job at the Woodbine refugee farm as
a manager. Later on we both worked in a clothing factory making army
coats. In
October 1947 we bought a poultry farm here. Since we are in America we
made a living and did not need any financial help. In July 1944 we
became American citizens. We are very proud to be accepted as Citizens
of that great country. Leo’s sister Irma and her family and my 2
sisters Lotte and Grete were able to arrive in America during the war.
All of them became American Citizens long ago and they could tell a lot
about the Nazi regime. My sister Gertrude lives in Brazil with her
family. |